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All in a whirl.
Don't.wish.to.carry.on.anymore.
But,no 'quiting'.

Poa

Poa was amaingly kind of easy,way easier than prelim. Hope that I can get A(;
Anyway,today marks the end of the paper,left sci MCQ on 11nov.
But it seems like the last already,party mode*.
OUT TOMORROW,i miss shopping malls.
Ages since I last hit any.
& Yesterday I finally went the new kopitiam in jp,
I know,friggingly slowwwwwwwwwww.
Me love the transparent chair there(!)
rah,& I have lost touch of Jp that I didn't know ANCHOR has open(!).
alright,now I kinda miss the last 10 mugging days,
those crazy days.
& I TRIED SHARK TODAY.
A change from my usual RedBull.
& GUESS WHAT,It taste HORRIBLY SWEET(!)(!)
Totally sick of it right nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Rawrrrr,btw,I'M MISSING SUMYATTY+BBEI+LEEKAREN.
):

P/S: I didn't know so many people is stalking my blog(!).
MUST TAG ME OKAY.(;

What exactly am I after

I never felt so regret.
The moment I turned the paper to the last page,my blood went cold.
No Venice,No healthcare.
How shitty can that be.
Rawrrrrrrrrrrr,totally disappointment canzxzzzzz.
damn,at least I know a tiny winy teeny lil bit of globalisation or else watch me die.
I was totally writing crap las pleasezxzzzzzzz,damn screwed.
on a happier note,chem was way easier except the part they asked molecularmass definition-.-
2 marks goneee,-.-

anyway,my life is in a whirl right now.
everything's so complicated.
It was A at first then came B.
DEN C and D came.
ohmygod,kill me pleasezxzzzz.
felt damn bad+guilty.
is haunting me like seriously damn bad.
especially during this critical period(!)(!).
anyway,have settle with A and B.
now with C and D.
okay,worst,I KNOWWW.
alright,am off nowwwwwww.

I don't wish things to end up this way.
I don't mean it.
I just don't wish to lift you high up and drop you down,
cause I know how terrible it feels inside,
especially when you carry such high hopes.
Sorry.

It was yesterday then I realise,
I was being replaced.
I woke up to reality.
It was impossible,
each and every time I was just finding excuses to escape from reality.
To escape from the ugly truth.

Amath

Amath at 2.30pm.
(watch me die,gg)
new phone after 11nov.
mummy promiseeeeeeeeeee.^^

Didn't wish to lie to you.
Didn't wish to hide the truth.
Just don't want you to give you false hope
& the hopes shattered by me
Sorry.

Tomorrow

What's it like when the Major O is tomorrow,and all you feel like doing now is to daydream about what to do after O. ( die )
& Worst,my paper start at like 2.30pm tomorrow,& p2 at 4+. ( die )
need my red bull dose tomorrow,redbull give me wings(;
& I KNOW IT IS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH,alot people have been telling me thatttttt.
I knowwwwwww,but if i don't drink i'm so gonna sleep like what happen to mock okay.
english paper tomorrow,hope useful phrases flow out of my mind like tap water. ( AHAHAH )
& 1 word question please don't be those very hard kind like Humility,Perseverance.
( BETTER DON'T COME OUT,or else watch me die ).
alright,see me after 11nov.
( CAN'T FUCKING WAIT PLEASE ).

-

Hope and faith are disappearing.
will reply tags asap after Os.

First O lvl paper today-Sci Prac.

Time to get stronger(;

16October

It wasn't any important day that is worth remembering,but it's now.
16October2009,the class of 4e1'09 graduated.
-
The very first day I stepped into this school,
I hated myself for being there,
hated myself for going to this school.
Everyone around me,
the school compounds,teachers,
everything were a total stranger.
I felt lost,I never at that moment,I'll not like this school.
True to say,the entire school was filled with CAL,CAB.
But what can I do?
No matter how helpless,hopeless it was.
I need to stay there for the next 4 years.
I was in 1e1'06,we were totally stranger.
Till I met real friends.'
Marzie+bbei+leeke. . .
With so many people from different races,
we didn't bond much.
we didn't step out of our comfort zone.
& together we moved to sec1e1 to sec2e1 without much changes.
Slowly,we became the Jyss first biggest class,47 of us.
From different country and races.
& we oftened created lots of problems for teacher.
we oftended get scolded and was the worst express ever.
Slowly,we got bonded.
Some of 3e1 people separate and left to other class,
but the remaining 37 of us,fight together and went to 4e1'09.
& we got really close when
we prepared the Sec1 camp,
we have thought it'll be a failure,
but everyone of us,worked hard,to prepare for everything.
We cried,we fighted,all of us standed close together.\
Oftenly,we fighted,complained about each other,
but eventually,we forgive and forget.
At times,though we felt like giving up,
we stood close to one another and end the journey together.
& that's when 4e1 came close as one.
Our relationship really bonded after every single PE lesson.
Not forgetting, we danced Wondergirls during Teachers' days.
People might cast negative comment about us,
but what we know was,we're the best,we tried the best.
No matter how negative comments were,we believe that was our best effort.
Looking back at the days in Juying,I'll definitely miss it.
-
I never thought I'll love this school this much,never.
I can't wait to get out of here.
But now, I missed everyone of 4e1 people like crazy.
We were so close,but we need to carry on to the next chapter of our life.
From stranger,to classmate,to friend,to even closest friend,& the extra-ordinary class.
-
I love all of you,
esp,SU.
Mummyy,I'm sure I'll miss you like crazy.
& please contact me after you come back from Myammar okayyyy.
Don't forget our date(!)(!)/
Bbeiiiiiiii,
I still haven pass you your carddddd,so sorry):
Will difinitely stay in contact with ya kaeeeeeeeeeeeee.
LEEKEE,
Must remember ask me out okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:D
Marzieeeee,
Zanis's daughter! Will miss calling you thattt.
More stuudying datee:D
Gavinnn,
Thanks for helping me all this whilee,
esp the tie that day & your sweets:D
LSJ,
I'll miss sitting beside you during POAAA,
can't snatch your paper anymore):
Shahid,
I'll miss zipping open your bag,
your voice when you sing,
& funny actions of yours.
Jia-Bi-Oh,
Shahid's gffffffffffff.
No matter how much we disturb you,
you never angry de luhhhh.
YOUKKEUN,
I'll misssssssssss your stupid yet funny faceeee.
Don't go korea until don't come back okayyyy.
We still neeed to disturb sumyat moreee(!)(!).
CAI MEIMEI.
PLEASE STOP DROOLING AT OTHER GIRLS:X
hohoho,must work hard on cheena ehhhhhh.(!)

& everyone of you.
Thankyou so much.
For making the 4years in Juying so memorable.
MissNurul,
I'LL MISS YOUR LESSON,
pee+pameo(!)
MissWong,
thank for clearing my doubts!
even when i'm asking some really stupid qns.
MrTeo,
Will miss your phy lessonnnnnn,awww.
MrLau,
WILL MISS waving like mad to youu.
Now no more people waving like mad to you alreadyyy):
MrsHon,
will missssss your ENGLISH LESSONNNNN(!)
( HOPE YOU WON'T MY BLOG & READ THIS :X )
& all the teachers that have taught me.
THANKYOU:D

Took like 50+ pics today,
will upload soon.
I slept at like 11+ ytd after rushing the cards):
& SORRY GPYJ.
I promised to wish you birthday exactly at 12.
But,I fall asleep already-.-
Rah,sorry eh.
HOPE YOU LOVEEEE THE PRESENT,hahha!.

Alright,off now.
EXACTLY 10MOREDAYS TO 'O' LEVEL.
ARE YOU READY?