Life have been revolving with F=ma,GPE=mgh,Anti clockwise moment=Clockwise moment,V=IR,W=mg,etc & preparation for EnglishOral. The kind of life that is going till 26 Oct. This week have been Physics week,when i breathe,sleep,dream of Physics. I got a few more minutes to go before i hit the sack. O lvl Chi result out very soon,very. God bless me,please. Btw,RHD last week was a blast. 4E1'09,must cherish the time together(; Off now,Chem week next week.
It was then I realise,I was too used having you around. Suddenly,when you ain't here anymore,I started missing your presence. Yet, I don't wish to go back to the past anymore,don't wish to rely on you again. I'm getting back on my life,back to square. I love how things are right now. It made me realise,this is not _,this is just _. Time to move on.
I wonder where I'll be in the next 10years time.
Will update soon people.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
School>L>Bbk>Darling
School today,-Amath+Emath.Went off early,headed to L.Had 2 bread for lunch,saw K,hohoho.
When K wake up,the face damn funny pleasezxz.X123456789 G.O.N.G. Hope to see K tml again,:D Btw,I saw S+H+G. Super coincidence can. Went Bbk to somewhere called Darling to get my new love,love you mummy^^. Finished 2 books today,Confession of Teenage Nanny is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Read twice already(!).
Currently: Waiting for erzi's msg,you better see this(!).
I feel like eating a nice bowl of hot maggie right now,.+ milo + milkcracker + breads.
I wished Sun will appear soon,so that I'll see hope again.
Will be out tml,to avoid the MW.
BYE all.^^
The noise that ring repeatly in my mind,the hatred that I tried to hide,just so to avoid.
To show,I'll be better off.
When K wake up,the face damn funny pleasezxz.X123456789 G.O.N.G. Hope to see K tml again,:D Btw,I saw S+H+G. Super coincidence can. Went Bbk to somewhere called Darling to get my new love,love you mummy^^. Finished 2 books today,Confession of Teenage Nanny is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Read twice already(!).
Currently: Waiting for erzi's msg,you better see this(!).
I feel like eating a nice bowl of hot maggie right now,.+ milo + milkcracker + breads.
I wished Sun will appear soon,so that I'll see hope again.
Will be out tml,to avoid the MW.
BYE all.^^
The noise that ring repeatly in my mind,the hatred that I tried to hide,just so to avoid.
To show,I'll be better off.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Thoughts
The thoughts of it indeed frighten me,especially when numbers are insert in. I was almost in a whirl on that faithful day,when i discovered so much thing. The 30mins bus ride,when i tried to squeeze everything inside,when motivation gushed within me. And,the other day. The scene just repeatly appear in my mind which acts as a warning to me. Weehours in morning and nights are times when i really like in my life right now.When i can reflect and think and stare at the four corners in my room.Everything is just so intense now. Imagine from a X to another X,how very motivating...NOT.
I don't know why i care that much. It was then i realise,I put in everything I wanted to. And,you didn't even realise it at all. It was then i decided,to give up. It was so tiring and whatever I did,you just got the comment of it.
Capital R and H,and get rid of capital P.
Anyway,back to some funny stuff. Show S a picture.
( CAN'T POST ON BLOG T.T , blogger problem )
& HE DAMN SHY PLEASEZXZZZZZz.
laughmyassoff.
ANYWAY,thanks for telling me to work harder and don't think about SPE1 already.
:D
you too,work hardddd.
BYE ALL.
I don't know why i care that much. It was then i realise,I put in everything I wanted to. And,you didn't even realise it at all. It was then i decided,to give up. It was so tiring and whatever I did,you just got the comment of it.
Capital R and H,and get rid of capital P.
Anyway,back to some funny stuff. Show S a picture.
( CAN'T POST ON BLOG T.T , blogger problem )
& HE DAMN SHY PLEASEZXZZZZZz.
laughmyassoff.
ANYWAY,thanks for telling me to work harder and don't think about SPE1 already.
:D
you too,work hardddd.
BYE ALL.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Heels that kill
I swear wearing heels to Orchard is crazy,really.
hurt me like !@#$%^&*())_ pleasezxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
me+bbei ate frigging lot today,s.c.a.r.y
we had breadtalk,luv the cheeeseeeeeeeeee(!)
had KFC for lunch,didnt know inside FEP got nicher food-.-
had milktea before heading home.
met her at 11am,told her i'll be at bustop.
instead i went to her blk to find her,rah.
SHE WORE COVERED CLOTHES TODAY,
long sleeve to tights-.- mad or what,lol
& her mummy waved to me like W.O.W,lmaos.
get bus concession,trained to Orchard.
went Wisma firsttttt,wanted to get F21 necklace,
& BBEI gave me that 'look'-.-
was damn hungry when we reached,
cause i didn't eat breakkieeee,
went to BT to get breads,intro her to the yummyilicious bread.
cheeeseeeeeee,if only KFC cheesefries is that cheese,rah.
went FEP after that,we actually get kind of losttttttt.
reacheddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
deciding whether to eat at Shinlin/Mogumogu/Graffiti cafe/KFC/subway.
ended up we went KFC.
think first time this year i step inside KFC luhs,
& first time after 2 years eating Zinger.
I KNOW FUCKINGLY EXAGGERATING,BUT TRUE CAN.
saw someone eating someone who never eat her agessssssss.
s.c.a.r.y
headed back to FEP after eating.
COMBED THE WHOLE PLACE FINDING THAT STOP THAT SELL
HAIRBAND BUT IN VAIN):
sad pleasezxzzzzzzz.
wanted to get at least hairband or new shoes.
but saw noneeeeeee):
got new shirt instead,nowaday i'm crazy over grey+lace,:D
will go FEP SOOOOOONNNNNNNN,
me+bbei want to try food at the 4th floor,lmao.
homed after that,
i swear by that time my legs already hurt like a bitch already):
got Sweettalk before heading home.
i wanted melon milktea,
(FYI,i alway drink weird things)
i told the person i want melon MT,
& SHE LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M SOME CRAZIE-.-
so i got plain milktea instead,wtf):
headed home,finally my legs got a restttttttttttttt:D
BBEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII,we'll still stay in touch after Olvl.
:D
p/s: need to go cottononbody.
ALRIGHT,off nowwwwwwwwwww.
WATCH THIS,:D
hurt me like !@#$%^&*())_ pleasezxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
me+bbei ate frigging lot today,s.c.a.r.y
we had breadtalk,luv the cheeeseeeeeeeeee(!)
had KFC for lunch,didnt know inside FEP got nicher food-.-
had milktea before heading home.
met her at 11am,told her i'll be at bustop.
instead i went to her blk to find her,rah.
SHE WORE COVERED CLOTHES TODAY,
long sleeve to tights-.- mad or what,lol
& her mummy waved to me like W.O.W,lmaos.
get bus concession,trained to Orchard.
went Wisma firsttttt,wanted to get F21 necklace,
& BBEI gave me that 'look'-.-
was damn hungry when we reached,
cause i didn't eat breakkieeee,
went to BT to get breads,intro her to the yummyilicious bread.
cheeeseeeeeee,if only KFC cheesefries is that cheese,rah.
went FEP after that,we actually get kind of losttttttt.
reacheddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
deciding whether to eat at Shinlin/Mogumogu/Graffiti cafe/KFC/subway.
ended up we went KFC.
think first time this year i step inside KFC luhs,
& first time after 2 years eating Zinger.
I KNOW FUCKINGLY EXAGGERATING,BUT TRUE CAN.
saw someone eating someone who never eat her agessssssss.
s.c.a.r.y
headed back to FEP after eating.
COMBED THE WHOLE PLACE FINDING THAT STOP THAT SELL
HAIRBAND BUT IN VAIN):
sad pleasezxzzzzzzz.
wanted to get at least hairband or new shoes.
but saw noneeeeeee):
got new shirt instead,nowaday i'm crazy over grey+lace,:D
will go FEP SOOOOOONNNNNNNN,
me+bbei want to try food at the 4th floor,lmao.
homed after that,
i swear by that time my legs already hurt like a bitch already):
got Sweettalk before heading home.
i wanted melon milktea,
(FYI,i alway drink weird things)
i told the person i want melon MT,
& SHE LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M SOME CRAZIE-.-
so i got plain milktea instead,wtf):
headed home,finally my legs got a restttttttttttttt:D
BBEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII,we'll still stay in touch after Olvl.
:D
p/s: need to go cottononbody.
ALRIGHT,off nowwwwwwwwwww.
WATCH THIS,:D
Friday, July 10, 2009
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Lemonade
2. Last phone call: Bbei
3. Last text message: FlorenceL.
4. Last song you listened to: Your call
5. Last time you cried: When I read PMZX on noon.
(ENDING REALLY SUCKZXZZZZZ)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes.
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: no
11. Been drunk and threw up: NO.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Red
14. Black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Met someone who changed you: no
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 123456789
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2
24. Do you have any pets: You can be my pet(;
25.Do you want to change your name: Already change
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Typical normal day
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.45am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: daydream
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: tomorrow
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1 min ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Secret
32. What are you listening to right now: none
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Secret
35. Most visited webpage: Tapedlove.blogspot ( LIKE REAL )
37. Nicknames: Clar? Bbei? Dear?(S LOVE CALLING ME THAT-.-)
38. Relationship Status: None
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini
40. Male or Female: Female
41. Primary School: Rulang
42. Secondary School: Juying
43. Poly/Ite/Jc/others: OTHERS
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: between
46. Height: 160-163cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes.
48: What do you like about yourself: IDK
49. Piercings: 2
50. Tattoos: 0
51. Righty or lefty: lefty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: -
53. First piercing:kindergarden
54. First best friend: Rachel
55. First sport you joined: badminton
56. First vacation: Genting
58. First pair of trainers: none.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: none
60. Drinking: my saliva
61. I'm about to: thinking what is the qns next-.-
62. Listening to: NONEEEEEEEE
63. Waiting on: someone to msg me
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: 2
65. Get Married: yes
66. Career: TAITAI..LIKEREAL.
Which IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger:Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous:Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: none
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes.
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes.
87. Miracles: almost
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: no.
90. Santa Claus: no.
91. Kiss on the first date: no.
92. Angels: no.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Primary school
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? IDK
100. Posting this as 100 truths: No.
I wished to feel hope again.....
1. Last beverage: Lemonade
2. Last phone call: Bbei
3. Last text message: FlorenceL.
4. Last song you listened to: Your call
5. Last time you cried: When I read PMZX on noon.
(ENDING REALLY SUCKZXZZZZZ)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes.
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: no
11. Been drunk and threw up: NO.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Red
14. Black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Met someone who changed you: no
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 123456789
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2
24. Do you have any pets: You can be my pet(;
25.Do you want to change your name: Already change
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Typical normal day
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.45am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: daydream
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: tomorrow
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1 min ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Secret
32. What are you listening to right now: none
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Secret
35. Most visited webpage: Tapedlove.blogspot ( LIKE REAL )
37. Nicknames: Clar? Bbei? Dear?(S LOVE CALLING ME THAT-.-)
38. Relationship Status: None
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini
40. Male or Female: Female
41. Primary School: Rulang
42. Secondary School: Juying
43. Poly/Ite/Jc/others: OTHERS
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: between
46. Height: 160-163cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes.
48: What do you like about yourself: IDK
49. Piercings: 2
50. Tattoos: 0
51. Righty or lefty: lefty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: -
53. First piercing:kindergarden
54. First best friend: Rachel
55. First sport you joined: badminton
56. First vacation: Genting
58. First pair of trainers: none.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: none
60. Drinking: my saliva
61. I'm about to: thinking what is the qns next-.-
62. Listening to: NONEEEEEEEE
63. Waiting on: someone to msg me
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: 2
65. Get Married: yes
66. Career: TAITAI..LIKEREAL.
Which IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger:Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous:Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: none
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes.
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend: yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes.
87. Miracles: almost
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: no.
90. Santa Claus: no.
91. Kiss on the first date: no.
92. Angels: no.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? Primary school
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? IDK
100. Posting this as 100 truths: No.
I wished to feel hope again.....
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Not here anymore.
Bye
Till we meet again.
The words,feelings in my heart,noone really understand.
I felt tired,really.
I need a break,but...
Not here,just now here anymore.
You thought you understand,but you don't.
Bye tapedlove,will blog here when i'm free.
Am off to somewhere else,catch me if you can.
but I won't leak my new blog out.
First time,i broke down infront of you.
Because of GUILT&DISAPPOINTMENT.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
( Taiji )
Hohohohoh,me+_. just drool at that cute guy from taiji.
NOT PEOPLE DOING TAIJI,but from taiji _.
llalaalalals,handsome shit please.
i know bbei will think i'm crazy,dont care~
NOT PEOPLE DOING TAIJI,but from taiji _.
llalaalalals,handsome shit please.
i know bbei will think i'm crazy,dont care~
Sleepy
Wanted to post pic,but i just can't(!)(!)(!)
anyway,i spent 3/4 of the day yesterday sleepingg.
i know,crazy but true.
damn tired after lacking sleeps for 5days,thanks to prelim
you can SEEE THE F.BIG eyebag right now.
(!)(!)
& yeahhhhhhh,
sorry bbeiiiiiiii.
she called me while i was sleeping today.
& i don't know her room no,
still thought who call me can-.-
& she phone me today to ask about my blogggggggggg.
AHHAHAHAHAS,i bet she got white hair now luh.
lalalala.
thankyou so much for your concern:D
^3^
anyway,i spent 3/4 of the day yesterday sleepingg.
i know,crazy but true.
damn tired after lacking sleeps for 5days,thanks to prelim
you can SEEE THE F.BIG eyebag right now.
(!)(!)
& yeahhhhhhh,
sorry bbeiiiiiiii.
she called me while i was sleeping today.
& i don't know her room no,
still thought who call me can-.-
& she phone me today to ask about my blogggggggggg.
AHHAHAHAHAS,i bet she got white hair now luh.
lalalala.
thankyou so much for your concern:D
^3^
Friday, July 3, 2009
I remember
do u know that i'm ok
are there things you wanna say
thinking of u night and day
hopping you'll come back and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
don't worry
i try and try to understand
is all this just a sad goodbye
thinking of u night and day
no matter if you'll come and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
just hold me
i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
missing u make me cry
your love will give me strengths to carry on
you'll always be my heart and mind
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
i know it's just a miss match in time...why..oh why...
miss match in time
i try and try to understand
is all this just a sad goodbye
thinking of u night and day
no matter if you'll come and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
just hold me
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
missing u make me cry
your love will give me strengths to carry on
you'll always be my heart and mind
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
i know it's just a miss match in time...why..oh why...
don't wanna close my eyes tonight.
-
I started to melt bit by bit,
i wished to make the move,
but deep down,
i fear to get disappoint by you again.
The feeling ain't great,
every glance at you just make my heart break a little more.
-
The worst night ever,
waking every 15mins,sleeping after 15mins.
No matter how hard i wished for it to held open,
it just can't keep falling.
The worst fear when the alarm just went off,
i wished that night can last longer,
yet can't wait to see the daylight,
wanted so much to text you,
but,guess you won't be there for me like how you used to.
Right at the moment,
i wanted to break into cry,
but seeing your face,
i just got to be stronger,
i don't wish to disappoint you.
I need a shoulder for me to cry on,
even when i saw the light,i don't see the hope.
Right there and then,
i wished,i wished not money in my pocket,
but a timemachine,more time.
So saddening,
when all you could do was so little,so little.
the feeling of being helpless,
the fear of falling on ground,
the fear of losing out,
the fear of lefting out behind,
my mind was in a whirl,not thrill.
whirl with fear,
i need your assurance,assuring me that i'll be alright.
i felt suffocating,
i wished you could understand.
The worst memory,that night.
it was that painful when you tried to challenge against time.
-
I wished to tell you,
like how we used to.
late at night, 9_ _ _.
late at night,
when we talked about the boys we like.
.
Screwed Amath,the moment i saw the paper,i forget everything
Screwed Chem paper,i hardly can do any qns.
Screwed Geo,i wrote my own crap in.
FML.
are there things you wanna say
thinking of u night and day
hopping you'll come back and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
don't worry
i try and try to understand
is all this just a sad goodbye
thinking of u night and day
no matter if you'll come and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
just hold me
i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
missing u make me cry
your love will give me strengths to carry on
you'll always be my heart and mind
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
i know it's just a miss match in time...why..oh why...
miss match in time
i try and try to understand
is all this just a sad goodbye
thinking of u night and day
no matter if you'll come and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
just hold me
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
missing u make me cry
your love will give me strengths to carry on
you'll always be my heart and mind
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
i know it's just a miss match in time...why..oh why...
don't wanna close my eyes tonight.
-
I started to melt bit by bit,
i wished to make the move,
but deep down,
i fear to get disappoint by you again.
The feeling ain't great,
every glance at you just make my heart break a little more.
-
The worst night ever,
waking every 15mins,sleeping after 15mins.
No matter how hard i wished for it to held open,
it just can't keep falling.
The worst fear when the alarm just went off,
i wished that night can last longer,
yet can't wait to see the daylight,
wanted so much to text you,
but,guess you won't be there for me like how you used to.
Right at the moment,
i wanted to break into cry,
but seeing your face,
i just got to be stronger,
i don't wish to disappoint you.
I need a shoulder for me to cry on,
even when i saw the light,i don't see the hope.
Right there and then,
i wished,i wished not money in my pocket,
but a timemachine,more time.
So saddening,
when all you could do was so little,so little.
the feeling of being helpless,
the fear of falling on ground,
the fear of losing out,
the fear of lefting out behind,
my mind was in a whirl,not thrill.
whirl with fear,
i need your assurance,assuring me that i'll be alright.
i felt suffocating,
i wished you could understand.
The worst memory,that night.
it was that painful when you tried to challenge against time.
-
I wished to tell you,
like how we used to.
late at night, 9_ _ _.
late at night,
when we talked about the boys we like.
.
Screwed Amath,the moment i saw the paper,i forget everything
Screwed Chem paper,i hardly can do any qns.
Screwed Geo,i wrote my own crap in.
FML.
(Moo)
I got strawberrymilk for breakfast.
Milk tea for lunch.
Icecream for late noon.
Turning (moo) real sooon,rah.
O lvl oral,nothing much.
I need a A (!)
Left Sci paper & Amath.
Bless me.
:D
Milk tea for lunch.
Icecream for late noon.
Turning (moo) real sooon,rah.
O lvl oral,nothing much.
I need a A (!)
Left Sci paper & Amath.
Bless me.
:D
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