71. H.I.A.T.U.S

Away till 11nov. Exactly one more month to go. Endure(!)(!)(!). Miss me people,& to all taking O lvl,Jiayou(!) :D

Last post before 11nov. I got one more paper to go before the end of prelim2. POA): Need to get engines starting againnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Can't wait for O lvl to end,shoppingggggggggggggggggggggg. Btw,going for shopping this wed,before after O lvl:D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE.

P/S: How unlucky it is to meet the guy you detest 2 days straight(!)(!) Ohmygod,totally down on luck pleasezxzzzzzzzz.

BadDay

It suck. Never in my whole entire life have I left so much blanks in the exam. It suck to the max when you tried to scan through your mind,hoping that you could scribble something out. But,nothing just pop out. The questions,totally stranger,or maybe lack of practise. Oh well,that's how badly I screwed my AmathP2. Sitting in the cold library for 2hours and 30mins,with heavy downpour outside and trying to squeeze every info out of my brain(!)(!)
The questions just don't make link in my brain.

On a happier note,SciP1 was pretty easy peasy(; Majority of the qns for chem was from the tys,hope I can do well for Science(!)(!)

Alright,need a break from study today. Resume back tomorrow,POA. Die also need to do well for POA P2. I screwed up P1 alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy/ DANGZ.

Need.to.catch.my.beauty.sleep.now'
& dream about . . . .

P/S: AFTER I SAW _. YESTERDAY,I CAN'T STOP SMILING LIKE A RETARD.(!)(!)

FalseHopes

You lift me up to the sky,
and drop me down to the ocean.
You gave me hopes,
and dissapoint me.
Need.To.Move.On

Drawing the picture of your life

I wanted to stay positive,cheerful. But,when the reality struck you hard. Can you still remain that positive and hopeful? Everything fall back to square. The tought had yet to begin. .

When I looked around,I didn't see you anymore. You left me there feeling so helpless,so scared. I thought you would understand,but you don't. I thought you're still standing behind me like before. But not anymore. . All I could see wasn't the famaliar face of yours.

That day when you decided to let it go, I told myself not to look back anymore. That day when you stood right before my eyes again, I told myself never to believe your words anymore.

Courage

I took up so much courage.
I.N.I.T.I.A.T.I.V.E

I swear,the last week _. wen up.

120909

I just typed a chunk of words here,and now it's gone. HOW VERY NICE..NOT

It wasn't a holiday this week at all. Library became my second home wannabe. I came home everyday feeling so dead beat and worst,I need alot of catching up with Amath and Geo. Esp geo,when I opened the book, my eyes felt as heavy as the lead. HOWWWWWWW,rawr.

Anyway I got damn sick of JP Banquet already,Kopitiam or something please open up real soon.

& my blog is getting boring-er by days. Shall make it lively after O lvl:D A month more to go.

Alright,off nowwwww.

I'm scared to see the result,will everything pay off? The last lap,start running.

I swear i never seen someone as stingy as you're. What the fuck shit you think you are.

It was so tiring hoping to come true everyday but it did not. The ugly truth that was shown in front of me. Maybe,I should just stop hoping more.

The world could be so much peaceful and happier.

Time to settle down and blog. Whenever I blog here,I felt peaceful. Something here peace me down and set my mind thinking. This is the only place where I rant,complain pour my feelings out. Where I won't need to see people face or do things just to please them.

Yesterday night,I hate it that much. It actually creep me out,what'll be my fate in a few hours time. This drained me out,seriously. I need to be stronger. The devil side alway said,"Give up!" while the angel side alway said,"You sure you're going to give up now?" A great dilemma.

Anyway,today was Poa&Ss paper. Ss was pretty okay,hope my explanations part is relevant or else my marks will be gone/ Poa suck big time. Damn it. I screwed it up like !"^&*()*^$£. How wonderful indeed Clarissa.

Oh did I mention,my dark circle is now getting bigger and bigger and bigger. ):
insert sad faces*

& Oh,KH want to do Lasik(!) Me want toooooooooooooooooooooooo,yesssssss.
* v.random I know.

I can't wait for O lvl to be over soon,c.a.n.t w.a.i.t . Need to shop,seriously. IT IS SO TEMPTING TO SEEEEE NICE CLOTHES EVERYWHERE,GAHHHHHHH.#

Alright need to hit the sack now.is 12.48am right now. Which explain how those dead cells accumulate below my eyes. Horrible x123456789.

SOMETHING BEFORE I GO OFF!. Me+Su+Sj+G studying at night study yesterday.
THE DAMN V.
& i told them,
ME: One day when I'm rich and powerful,i'll conquer V and change V name.
THEY: She must be joking,LOLLLLLLLL.
ME: WTH-.- everyone is saying V-nice instead of Ven-nice.

P/s: 5moremins to 1am. HOW WONDERFUL. need to wake up at 7 tomorrow!
Tataaaaaa.

Wonder if you're in your dream now too? I don't wish t face you because I hope everything will not be this way. But the fact is,it has already turned it this way. I got no courage to face you anymore.

I was so scared I'll lost to this battle. M,I hope I won't let you down,won't make you disappointed ever again. The feeling to guilt and regret. The worst thing that suck to the max in the world.It was so horrible that I don't wish to experience it anymore.M,wait for me. Everything will be worthwhile,really.

Sometimes,I hate to see people suffering around me. The feeling is horrible,i wanted so much to help them. Old auntie,I wonder how're you right now. I wonder, is the pain still there? Are you feeling better? Are you? Next time,don't refuse my help please.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.