Drawing the picture of your life

I wanted to stay positive,cheerful. But,when the reality struck you hard. Can you still remain that positive and hopeful? Everything fall back to square. The tought had yet to begin. .

When I looked around,I didn't see you anymore. You left me there feeling so helpless,so scared. I thought you would understand,but you don't. I thought you're still standing behind me like before. But not anymore. . All I could see wasn't the famaliar face of yours.

That day when you decided to let it go, I told myself not to look back anymore. That day when you stood right before my eyes again, I told myself never to believe your words anymore.