The world could be so much peaceful and happier.

Time to settle down and blog. Whenever I blog here,I felt peaceful. Something here peace me down and set my mind thinking. This is the only place where I rant,complain pour my feelings out. Where I won't need to see people face or do things just to please them.

Yesterday night,I hate it that much. It actually creep me out,what'll be my fate in a few hours time. This drained me out,seriously. I need to be stronger. The devil side alway said,"Give up!" while the angel side alway said,"You sure you're going to give up now?" A great dilemma.

Anyway,today was Poa&Ss paper. Ss was pretty okay,hope my explanations part is relevant or else my marks will be gone/ Poa suck big time. Damn it. I screwed it up like !"^&*()*^$£. How wonderful indeed Clarissa.

Oh did I mention,my dark circle is now getting bigger and bigger and bigger. ):
insert sad faces*

& Oh,KH want to do Lasik(!) Me want toooooooooooooooooooooooo,yesssssss.
* v.random I know.

I can't wait for O lvl to be over soon,c.a.n.t w.a.i.t . Need to shop,seriously. IT IS SO TEMPTING TO SEEEEE NICE CLOTHES EVERYWHERE,GAHHHHHHH.#

Alright need to hit the sack now.is 12.48am right now. Which explain how those dead cells accumulate below my eyes. Horrible x123456789.

SOMETHING BEFORE I GO OFF!. Me+Su+Sj+G studying at night study yesterday.
THE DAMN V.
& i told them,
ME: One day when I'm rich and powerful,i'll conquer V and change V name.
THEY: She must be joking,LOLLLLLLLL.
ME: WTH-.- everyone is saying V-nice instead of Ven-nice.

P/s: 5moremins to 1am. HOW WONDERFUL. need to wake up at 7 tomorrow!
Tataaaaaa.

Wonder if you're in your dream now too? I don't wish t face you because I hope everything will not be this way. But the fact is,it has already turned it this way. I got no courage to face you anymore.

I was so scared I'll lost to this battle. M,I hope I won't let you down,won't make you disappointed ever again. The feeling to guilt and regret. The worst thing that suck to the max in the world.It was so horrible that I don't wish to experience it anymore.M,wait for me. Everything will be worthwhile,really.

Sometimes,I hate to see people suffering around me. The feeling is horrible,i wanted so much to help them. Old auntie,I wonder how're you right now. I wonder, is the pain still there? Are you feeling better? Are you? Next time,don't refuse my help please.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.