I remember

do u know that i'm ok
are there things you wanna say
thinking of u night and day
hopping you'll come back and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
don't worry

i try and try to understand
is all this just a sad goodbye
thinking of u night and day
no matter if you'll come and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
just hold me

i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
missing u make me cry
your love will give me strengths to carry on
you'll always be my heart and mind
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
i know it's just a miss match in time...why..oh why...
miss match in time

i try and try to understand
is all this just a sad goodbye
thinking of u night and day
no matter if you'll come and stay
i remember when u told me
i'll be all right
just hold me

so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
missing u make me cry
your love will give me strengths to carry on
you'll always be my heart and mind
so i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
i know it's just a miss match in time...why..oh why...
don't wanna close my eyes tonight.

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I started to melt bit by bit,
i wished to make the move,
but deep down,
i fear to get disappoint by you again.
The feeling ain't great,
every glance at you just make my heart break a little more.

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The worst night ever,
waking every 15mins,sleeping after 15mins.
No matter how hard i wished for it to held open,
it just can't keep falling.
The worst fear when the alarm just went off,
i wished that night can last longer,
yet can't wait to see the daylight,
wanted so much to text you,
but,guess you won't be there for me like how you used to.
Right at the moment,
i wanted to break into cry,
but seeing your face,
i just got to be stronger,
i don't wish to disappoint you.
I need a shoulder for me to cry on,
even when i saw the light,i don't see the hope.
Right there and then,
i wished,i wished not money in my pocket,
but a timemachine,more time.
So saddening,
when all you could do was so little,so little.
the feeling of being helpless,
the fear of falling on ground,
the fear of losing out,
the fear of lefting out behind,
my mind was in a whirl,not thrill.
whirl with fear,
i need your assurance,assuring me that i'll be alright.
i felt suffocating,
i wished you could understand.
The worst memory,that night.
it was that painful when you tried to challenge against time.

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I wished to tell you,
like how we used to.
late at night, 9_ _ _.
late at night,
when we talked about the boys we like.
.

Screwed Amath,the moment i saw the paper,i forget everything
Screwed Chem paper,i hardly can do any qns.
Screwed Geo,i wrote my own crap in.
FML.